personal and planetary healing


Turn and Re-turn


Do you feel Spring moving in your brain, blood and bones?

I feel its gravitational push and pull activating me to press into something earthy. I feel it enlivening me into passionate expression.

Dark winter ends and Light increases on Earth. Do you feel it rising up from underground depths? Do you feel its green life force moving through your earth?

“Let not your heart be troubled!” Spring is here! This turning and re-turning of Earth and Sun cycle calls us to participate in the awakening of Spring.


Dragon Fire


It’s not enough to attend church and pray. It’s not enough to meditate and do yoga. It’s not enough to know the science of quantum physics. It’s not enough to astral travel and meet spirit guides. It’s not enough to find bliss in nature. It’s not enough.

Enough begins when I excavate deep layers of my psyche. Enough is when I face my ghosts and demons, loosening and freeing them from their haunts. Enough is when I feel the deep wounds of emotional pain and grieve cycle by cycle.

Dark and Light go hand in hand. Spirit is just another word and spirituality is just another mental concept until I get dirty in the mud of my unconscious. Here my psyche is aerated and purged.

Turning away from darkness is not enough. Now is the time. This is the place. I am enough to face the Dark.

–an excerpt from S/He Dragon ~ How I Found My Wings (to be published this spring)



I was reading a dragon book to an eight-year old and as I was looking at images of baby dragons I had a revelation.  My salamander dream from 1993 (shared in my forthcoming book S/He Dragon ~ How I Found My Wings) was not a salamander at all.  It was a baby dragon! This tickled me because this “salamander” proceeded, through visions, to turn into a dragon. Now, I have the lineage correct.

Here is the “salamander” image drawn by Native American, David Horsely, for my Community Threads’ logo.  ( I could not use this image in my book since I could not locate him to get permission. I will use it on the S/He Dragon website. It’s fun when revelations hit and one sees more clearly.


Rainbow 99

Emote Yourself


One cannot be fully aware of something until it is embodied, expressed emotionally. This is very different than knowing about something with one’s analytical mind. If one wants to know happiness, express the colors and sounds of happiness. If one wants to know peace and love, express the compassionate qualities of peace and love.

~ an excerpt from S/He Dragon ~ How I Found My Wings (to be published late Spring, 2015)

Meet Your Chakras


Instead of putting all our energy into finding a boy or girl friend, lover, wife or husband why don’t we find our own inner relationship? The Sacred Feminine (intuitive knowing) and Sacred Masculine (analytical logic), our most intimate relationship, resides within our psyche and brain-body.  I witnessed these two meeting within myself and discovered how their “mystical marriage” grew wings!

S/He celebrates the astral body, its chakras and corresponding endocrine glands. This divine network downloads Light. It’s time for humans to meet their S/He and their chakras! It’s time to fly…free!

Crystal Dragon


A few days ago these words greeted me as I woke up to daylight: “Love is the reflection of radiant Light.” They had swirled in the deeper-dreaming vortexes of Delta, Theta and Alpha and now rose up to Beta consciousness and ordinary reality. I had experienced the disco/mirror ball and read that the flat surfaces or facets of crystals are reflective and the inside (if transparent and clear) is radiant.

I then read a Facebook post from Edgar Cayce’s foundation and learned about the Tuaoi Stone or Firestone of Atlantis. (

“…the Crystal gathered solar, lunar, stellar, atmospheric and Earth energies as well as unknown elemental forces.”

“An unusual crystal find [underwater] that bears directly upon the use of crystals as the generator of a universal form of power was made in 1970 by Dr. Ra Brown…scuba diving…near the Berry Island, Bahamas…”

Here he found a sunken pyramid with capstone, brassy metallic rod at the apex of the ceiling, and a many faceted red gem at its end.

Why red? Red is the lowest vibrational frequency and our lowest chakra. Why not green, blue, violet…or white?

From all this input I am concluding (thank you Sacred Masculine logic) that would be healing to do a meditation or shamanic journey as a collective body with a crystal as focus. What that color would be is known in the moment.

I “got” that NOW is the time to focus on this.

Crystals are speaking!

Crystal Gaia Sings

Crystal ball

Last weekend I saw the fantasy rock opera Aeterno Elementum. There were many visual effects but the one that made a lasting impression on me was a disco ball hanging overhead. Each tiny mirror on this round ball reflected a thin ray of white light that beamed down on the audience. The enchanting rays reminded me of celestial Beings of Light sending Earthlings positive vibrations and healing energy. I received the healing rays on my body as if they were acupuncture needles. One ray landed on my heart and I breathed it in.

Gaia, hanging in space, is similar to this round disco ball. I had the impression of Her rays emanating as a “crystal,” with each facet representing a person shining Light. What happens when all the facets, all the people,beam rays of Light and  attune in harmonic frequency? The crystal raises the vibration of the whole.

Aeterno Elementum is the tragic story of humankind’s fall into darkness and included musicians, actors, armored knights, aerialists, and fire dancers. A gyrating, devious Demoness orchestrated the entire drama. The sword and knife fighting scenes (how many throats need to be cut to produce a dark rock opera?) emphasized violence and killing—the old paradigm of power—one over another. The next morning I realized I had watched humankind destroy itself because of unconscious darkness or ignorance. How does this happen? It happens when the lowest chakra (an energy center or “wheel of light” in our aura or subtle body) acts in isolation from the other chakras. This lowest frequency chakra is red in vibration and represents our grounded connection with earth. In isolation from the rest of the rainbow colored chakras humans think, and act, as if red lust and greed is our identity.

Now, could someone please make an opera about mankind’s rise into crystal enlightenment? We could call it Crystal Gaia Sings.

Sea Dragon

Sea Dragon

In 2010, after 18 years of employment, I found myself–unemployed. To celebrate I traveled to California. At sunset, on an Encinitas beach, I met a parade of mystical Sea Dragons moving North to South.

My mystical encounters never say much. They impress me with their spiritual presence and I listen, through the movement of time, to integrate their meaning and message.

This is not ordinary speech, this is Dragon Speak.

Spirit Wind


S/He Dragon

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